February 2010
This is something I need to learn how to do
Sleep
I’m aware that this is going to totally contradict my previous post
But I’ve been getting such good vibes lately
From people
and from school
and from college
even from my mother
from nik
and from the new shoes I bought
and from that fine arts teacher at AIB who told me she wanted me as a student
and from so many things
and I’m feeling pretty optimistic.
I don’t...
January 2010
sometimes everyone annoys me
right now is one of those times
except you. and you even though I don’t even know you really
I want to hug you
and say that it’s okay
even if it’s not okay.
Because guess what. Right up there, perched on top of your shoulders
balanced on your neck
is a good head. With a good brain inside of it.
And I’m very confident that, for lack of a...
im going to derby street with my mom
and im going to buy some boots to wear on my feet and then i’ll buy a new book to read
and then i’ll try to convince her to take me to michaels or ac moore or something
so i can try to buy a portfolio case thingy
because it’s really hard to carry around my art stuff in a
cardboard box tied up with string
sometimes she does like
me
i...
I'm so frustrated
You’re taking advantage
I’ve done so much, we are trying
We are all trying to hard so help you but we’re getting no where
Because you won’t even try to help yourself.
And you, oh you
It seems that you only like me when I’m doing something extraordinary
Which is next to never
I can’t be much more than ordinary on a regular basis
Can you accept me as a...
Bat Prank, so good. →
AIB tour/portfolio review/Lesley tour today
yeeeeees
I put some of my pieces online →
katiejacobsen:
(via isabelbernstein)
Could you do me a solid and submit at least some of this stunner-y to Fathom?
Sure, which one(s)?
Frankenstein….
……..
I put some of my pieces online →
hannahxhangover:
(via isabelbernstein)
your stuff is so amazing. i love your sculptures. and the self portrait of you.
:]
thank you so much !
I put some of my pieces online →
I won a gold key
A nice shiny gold key
For my portfolio submission
Just kidding there is no key
but if there was that would be weird
Boston Globe Scholastic Art and Writing competition.
It’s really interesting to me, at least. I always wonder if other artists feel the same way about their work as I do about mine
I always look at it with a little bit of disappointment. I always wish I...
Thank you
I’m so very exhausted
My eyes won’t stay open without effort
But I won’t sleep
Not yet
Simple things. Seemingly unimportant. Just laying there with you.
Nothing particularly happy or exciting
You were in a bad mood, even.
It’s just so easy
So no sleep yet, I want to lay here a little while longer.
every time i hear someone close a door
a door that is between us, it hurts me
a little bit
people behind all these closed doors
shutting me away
why can’t you leave it open
can’t you stick around
you said
that you wish you weren’t a parent
Here’s why I don’t like when your boyfriend/sextoy comes to town.
Because I know that all you ever talk to him about is sex, cooking and how much you hate your fucking children.
So no, I’m not going to give him the time of day because what’s the point. He already thinks I’m a spoiled, self centered, stubborn bitch who makes your life miserable because that’s...
I feel like my power is going to go out soon. the light keeps flickering. I’m nervous
I want you to get out of work
and come get me
so i dont get attacked by darkness
I am going
to try to be vegan instead of vegetarian.
I’m thinking it will give me the “control” thing that I’m looking for
So that instead of not eating
I can just not eat
animal products…
Yeah?
We’ll see. I bought tofutti. Lol.
That’s dairy free cream cheese and I had it on my bagel this morning.
STEP 1.
“Snooki said she was hiring a bodyguard to keep fans at bay. The 22-year-old...”
– ‘Jersey Shore’ cast wants big raise for season 2 - NYPOST.com (via rickyv)
lolololol
i don’t get it
i try
so hard. i change so much i act so
much
the way you want me to
i try so hard
so why do you seem so unintersested
why is it that i’m still not good enough
I care too much but how could you expect me not to
why is it that i’m never good enough
for anything
You have this uncanny ability
to make me feel like I am doing something wrong at all times
Am I? I don’t think I am.
Maybe it’s me
who makes me feel that way
Or maybe it’s you.
Spare Ohs - Andrew Bird
He’s so excellent,...
“And I knew that in spite of all the roses and kisses and restaurant dinners a...”
– The Bell Jar
…..Facebook is real life
I was copying your stupid
survey on facbeook. because im bored
the question
“what did you do last weekend”
“keg stand”
Really? All weekend? That’s all you did was a keg stand?
Really?
“The OSS report states that Hitler was an impotent coprophile.”
I am seriously so sick of everyone bitching about how much they hate the police….
If you’re speeding why wouldn’t you get pulled over….
If you have shady shit in your car
If you’re drunk
Or if you are carrying drugs
Or vandalizing shit
or breaking the law YOU’RE GOING TO GET IN TROUBLE
like
that’s what the cops are for…
to prevent shit like...
I just reread my last post and laughed at myself because all I could think of to say was
“fuck that”
I’m just a little shocked. It makes me nervous.
If Massachusetts goes
republican
WHAT SANITY IS LEFT?
toooooooo dramatic
So, Scott Brown won……..
Fuck
that
I’m supposed to look. Into my head. I’m supposed to try to figure out what all these things are, that I have been avoiding. I’ve acknowledged and accepted that this is the way I deal with things. I push them away. And they sit here. right here. in the bottom right hand corner of my mind. and they sit. they fucking fester. And they bite at me. And they stir up all of my anxiety....
dane cook. pay per view. 20 minutes. lets go.
so good.
im bored. this is awkward. shes mad.
not my job……..
no.
holy santa claus shit.
this is such a pointless post.
1, 2, 3, velociraptor.
i just love this movie.
we think it would be very prudent…..
f
why cant you deal with the consequences of your actions
you think you’re too good to get in trouble for this
everyone else dealt with the consequences. they realized that they did something wrong
just because you cant get out of this again without a scratch
you’re tying to make it seem like you didnt do anything wrong
like YOU should be the one punishing someone else
Why do you...
how unfortunate has this
turned out
my fault. i get that.
for letting myself be scared into turning away from
the captain.
it’s about time i stop letting myself be scared into doing
not what i feel like doing
…yeah right
I loved you so much today
how very
very very very
negative.
Isn’t that positive.
Why do I always speak in like. codes.
I never really come straight out and say what I’m actually
talking about
I need to put together all the pieces for my portfolio
and send out my cd to
mica, and meca and aib
and then I can breathe. yes.
tomorrow morning
showtime #2.
My mom wants me to draw her
so i keep trying
with my cheapy pastel crayons but they are so thick
so it’s really hard to do eyes
and everytime i draw her i end up messing some part up
in one she has big lips
in the other one she has a lazy eye.
I kind of like them though
imperfections make them a little bit more interesting.
Disappointment?
Why would that ever be
an emotion
now
I’m so anxious
I’m so nervous, I can’t concentrate on anyone
I can’t tell anyone why I’ve been such a bitch
I can’t speak
a word
is winter over yet?
is it june yet?
I'm so tired
and im in a terrible mood and i have no idea why
Lady GaGa is now Creative Director of Polaroid
katiejacobsen:
spudcheyne:
Just announced at CES, Lady GaGa will now oversee the creative outpourings from the iconic Polaroid company.
After so many rumors of it’s demise, I am hopeful GaGa will bring her creative touch to the brand, revitalizing it, and will also help draw a younger crowd, making them more enthusiatic about the resurgence of film photography.
Huh!
...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_linguistic_example_sentences
I’ve been having fun with these sentences
im bored
i think i will watch step brothers
again.